the Star of the Aggressive Sword can turn into meaningful life ^_^ Enjoy my note ^_^

I would like to share a little of my BaZi to anybody who wants to read this article and would like to understand more about BaZi.
some people might think this is crap or whatsoever but I'm not here to explain how BaZi and Fengshui use scientific way to reveal the hidden circumstances that might appear. I rather reveal a little bit of my BaZi to tell you how it can effect my life so much when harm occurred (close friends and relatives must know what happen to me and my family) and how my life road was improperly for there is no guidance which I need it to path the right road so I can meet my ends.

I am a strong and consider very strong 壬 Ren Water people. I got 2 Rat in my year and month branch and I had read a book of Lillian Too (which I don't like to read her books of Chinese and Western Horoscope coz it didn't appeared true! NOT OFFEND but I think it was just not right to me) As I said, I am a person who wont believe non-sense EXCEPT I found it true after all.
According to her book in the title of 'the Star of the Aggressive Sword' column, I am belong into it and it is not enough only 1 but double sword!!

In reality, all people knows I am aggressive person and I admit that coz you can see what will my reaction be when you do something cross my line especially related to cruelty against animal!! I can be Tsunami and Horrible women just to ensure the animal is in fine condition!!

the Star of the Aggressive Sword:
the presence of this star suggests you will be intense and aggressive throughout your life. You will emerge as a champion of the underdog. At its most positive, this star suggests a powerful rebel leader or a highly respected member of the opposition, but it can be someone who seizes power by fair means or foul. The name of this star is Yang Ren - a sharp blade that inflicts damage.

When I know that my aggressiveness can pour into better use, I finally stick my heart into my passion desire without 2nd thought (previously, I don't know which step to which step got to run 1st) and why is charity is because (I don't like call it charity!! I rather call it a work of sincere but it seems like too long to spell it out) besides my passion, my BaZi has Fire which also means 'touch someone's life' which is lovely one!! (yea.. you don't know that I am sentimental person in some way!! :P)

hmm.. a feel of love.. its not because I'm in love relationship.. if you know why the late of Mother Teresa can use her entire life to do such Honourable job then you will understand this kind of love really a meaningful love even in person, we still wanted love from someone we care of.

ok.. back to my childhood nightmare..
I was in the 10-year luck of 乙亥 starts from 8 years old (Western Age) Yi Wood is my Hurting Officer and 亥 which is represents Yin Water, my Rob Wealth. Hidden Stem was 壬Ren and 甲Jia which is represents my Eating God.
When I refer to the book of Joey Yap, 亥Pig and 寅Tiger formed as 6 Combination and in the same time, Destruction.
Imagine Raining Water(亥) feeds Tree(寅), suppose to be good (6 Combination) coz it grows my tree (my talent - Eating God) but Rain Water actually 'poison' my Tree, which is located at Day Pillar, represents 'Home'! that 'poison' effects me and my talent very much and of course, my home too.
the peak was in the end year of 1995 but it was only effected me starting from the year of 1996.
1995 was the year of PIG and end year I meant was the PIG month.
My mom told me that she actually told my mom the problem many time, only, she never solve the problem within her work circulation and end up all of us being victims.

oops.. forget to mention that Hurting Officer is not good to Direct Officer because it hurts the Officer. so, you can see that I am not really obey to teachers' order or command!!
it was because my family problem caused I emotional unstable (remember I am Ren Water) and in the same time, effects my talent!!
My BaZi also reveal that I have Scholastic Brilliance Star but it doesn't work in my school years after 1996!! I was very bright and outstanding before that year.
so, everything got reasons right!! I never feels happy with this outcome but what to do, I only learn BaZi last year coz previously, BaZi was only belong to old folks who into this career and will only pass to their next generation.

well, I'm now no more in this 乙亥 luck and I have consulted with my own (family) Master (before I learn BaZi) and I know my life is belong to 'from bitter to sweetness'